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Welcome [Jul. 16th, 2010|09:38 pm]


boys like you love me forever

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(no subject) [Nov. 13th, 2009|01:13 am]
JENNIFER TAN,
THIS IS 4 YOU
<3
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(no subject) [Oct. 17th, 2009|06:09 pm]


Unlike what people usually think,
love is actually not any tone of red.
Instead,
it is the gentle shade of coffee with milk,
drunk in the morning with the toes
of your loved one touching yours .

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(no subject) [Oct. 4th, 2009|11:32 pm]

last night,
I had a really long talk with someone
who was a huge part of my life before .
and I finally had closure after that conversation.
I'm sure he feels the same way too.
words will never suffice for how sorry
I am for hurting him the way I did,
and I can only thank him for being so understanding.
this makes me wonder how things
could've gone so wrong,
and how much we've both gone through
in the past year or so.


growing up really hurts,
doesn't it?

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True Blue [Oct. 1st, 2009|09:18 pm]

 

It's absolutely impossible to count the number
of times I've heard myself say
"I cannot wait to get outta here"
but now,
one day before graduating from IJ,
I'm suddenly overcome with a whole sea of emotions.
Yes,
I'd agree that my pubescent years have
not been my absolute best years.
But,
I have grown and learned so much in the
safe and secure environment that is IJ .
And I'm not talking about things like math,
or science or accounts.
I'm referring to lessons about love,
respect, friendship, loyalty and faith.
Things I would never have learned in any other institution.
And I've found a group of friends (albeit small)
that I know I will treasure for life,
as corny as that may sound .
My journey in secondary school is coming
to an end pretty soon,
and I'm sitting here wondering ,
"Where do I go from here?"
"What's gonna happen next?"
No more walking into the canteen
early in the morning to be greeted by the
less-than-happy-morning-faces of my friends,
no more after class lunches...
no more IJ.
I never realised this,
but IJ has somehow made me who I am now,
and I am proud to say that I'm an IJ girl,
through and through.

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(no subject) [Sep. 22nd, 2009|06:13 pm]

LOOKING FOR :


Gucci inspired thigh-high boots
(preferably less than $40)
pre-loved is fine,
size 37/38
heels no higher than 3 inches .

Drop me a text if you've got them
@ 91803932
and send me pictures please!
audreyong_@hotmail.com


xoxo

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Surprises [Sep. 17th, 2009|05:42 pm]
[Current Music |Dirty Diana - Michael Jackson]



I'm taking my chances,
but I have hardly any expectations.
Why?
Cause' I've learned :
the higher your expectations,
the harder you fall.
 
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(no subject) [Aug. 29th, 2009|10:46 pm]


I wish I could feel like this again.
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Ache. [Aug. 20th, 2009|08:06 pm]
I've forgotten what it's like to care about something so much that I might not be able to stand losing it.






you said you'd love me forever.
but forever is over .


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(no subject) [Aug. 7th, 2009|10:11 pm]


its been so long but it still hurts so bad

but,
thankfully I have kick ass friends
who love to say the wrong things at the wrong timings
but still manage to make the situation not-so-bad.
life is not that bad after all.
life isn't fair, but it's okay. 
I guess?

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(no subject) [Aug. 2nd, 2009|01:45 pm]
I hate how you fucking make me feel
I hate how you make me ramble on
I hate how you make me so damn incoherent
I hate how you manage to make me cry,
without having to do/say anything at all
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(no subject) [Aug. 2nd, 2009|01:38 pm]

you know that saying,
"If you truly love him, let him go"
I'm here to tell you it is fucking bullshit
B.U.L.L.S.H.I.T
because if you really-truly-with-all-the-
pieces-of-your-broken-heart loved him,
you'd hold him tight to your body,
kiss his forehead and make him promise
to never ever leave you no matter what.
and if he loved you back,
he'd promise,
and actually mean it.
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(no subject) [Jul. 27th, 2009|09:48 pm]


It's been a while since the two of us talked, it's been two months since the day you walked. I know things will never be the same again with your empty heart, and mine full of pain. So please explain to me how it came to this. Let's take it back to the night we first kissed. It was bliss on a friday night, you were vodkas and coke, and I was Guiness all night . We were sitting with our backs against the world, saying things we thought would never be heard. Who would've thought we would end up like this? Where everything we talked about is gone and the only chance of moving on is to try and take it back before it all went wrong . There was a time when we'd stay up all night, like best friends talking till the daylight. We took the joys alongside the pain, with not much to lose, but so much more to gain.
Remember one night when you were down on one knee, and you were mine for life.

I love you.
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2 much 2 handle [Jul. 23rd, 2009|10:37 pm]

I'm feeling way too many emotions at once now.
No sane human should be able to feel like this.
It's times like these when I just want to crawl into bed and get into a coma,
after eating some Ben & Jerry's of course.
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Totto-chan; His Bride [Jul. 18th, 2009|01:53 pm]

Totto-chan was very sad.
She was in the third grade now and she liked Tai-chan alot.
He was clever and good at physics.
He studied English, and it was he who taught her the English word for 'fox'.
After that, the first thing she always did when she got to the classroom was to sharpen all the pencils in Tai-chan's pencil box as beautifully as she could with her penknife.
She didn't bother about her own, which she just hacked at with her teeth .
In spite of all that, Tai-chan had spoken roughly to her.
It happened during lunch break.
Totto-chan was sauntering along behind the Assembly Hall in the region of that notorious cesspool.
"Totto-chan!"
Tai-chan's voice sounded cross, and she stopped, startled.
Pausing for breath, Tai-chan said, "When I grow up, I'm not going to marry you, no matter how much you ask me to."
So saying, he walked off, his eyes on the ground.
Totto-chan stood dazed, watching until he and his large head disappeared from view.
That head full of brains she admired so much.
That head that looked so much bigger than his body that the children used to call him 'The Improper Fraction'.
Totto-chan put her hands in her pockets and thought.
She could not remember doing anything to annoy him.
In desperation, she talked it over with her classmate Miyo-chan.
After listening to Totto-chan, Miyo-chan said maturely, "Why, of course! It's because you threw Tai-chan out of the ring today at sumo wrestling. It's not surprising he flew out of the ring the way he did because his head's so heavy. But he's still bound to be mad at you."
Totto-chan regretted it with all her heart.
Yes, that was it.
What on earth made her beat the boy she liked so much she sharpened his pencils everyday?
But it was too late.
She could never be his bride now.
"I'm going to go on sharpening his pencils all the same," Totto-chan decided.
"After all, I  love him."

 
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(no subject) [Jul. 14th, 2009|10:44 pm]


 

I don't wanna fall asleep,
cause I don't know if I'll get up .
And I don't wanna cause a scene,
but I'm dying without your love.
I'm begging to hear your voice
tell me you love me too.
Cause' I'd rather be alone,
if I know that I can't have you.
And I look at the letter that you left,
wondering if I'll ever get you back.
Dreaming about when I'll see you next,
knowing that I will never forget.

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(no subject) [Jul. 7th, 2009|10:11 pm]

why do you get to move on so easily,
while I'm stuck feeling like there's acid
burning a fucking hole in the back of my head?
how do you wake up every morning now,
and not think of me?
how can you go on everyday,
as if I was never a part of your life?
how could you do this to me,
the girl you said you loved with all your heart?
if this is how you treat the people you love,
I would hate to see how you treat those you loathe.
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Real. [Jul. 1st, 2009|10:13 pm]



the death of Michael Jackson has
shocked me to the core of my being
because ever since I was 4 it was
my dream to watch him perform live.
I vaguely remember watching his music videos
and listening to his albums like
"Bad" and "Thriller" over and over
dancing my little booty off in the living room.
Music isn't the same without MJ.
it got me pulling out all my old
rock & roll legends' albums.
The Beatles,
The Eagles,
Guns 'N' Roses,
The Rolling Stones...
I'm reminded of the days when rock was rock,
and you rolled with whatever life served you .
Made me think of expression
and freedom and that thing people
used to call "being in the groove",
being who you are and not caring what
people think of you other than knowing
that they are going to absolutely love you .

RIP to Michael.
 
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Mayyyyjah Girl Crush [Jun. 17th, 2009|05:55 pm]


I have an elephant-sized girl crush on...
Chloe Sevigny.
I know lots of people don't quite 'get' her,
and don't see the appeal .
So it got me thinking about what it is
about Chloe that makes her so damn cool.
I guess it's the attainability?
You can look at her and believe that it
is possible to like her .
There is nothing threatening about her.
She is just sooo cool.
She's pretty - but she isn't perfect.
She's famous - but she isn't a celeb .
She has great style - but not all designer.
She's slim - but not scarily skinny .
Agree?
Who do you have a girl-crush on?

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(no subject) [Jun. 17th, 2009|05:53 pm]
XOXOXOXOXO
to you baby Clare! 
it means so much to me that
you came all the way down to the East
to help me out today .
you were absolutely lovely.
thank you!
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